Re: General discussion chat That would make 3 of us that have had mental troubles. Just goes to show we aren't all perfect.
Re: General discussion chat Yea. I've learned to live with all of it though. I'm actually no where near as bad as I was about 4 or 5 months ago.
Re: General discussion chat My problem is I'm extremely sensitive about my figure. I'm like 70lbs above where I should be. I can't exercise because my ankles are shit and my arms strain to lift coffee mugs. In the past month I've gained six pounds. AND I have an extreme organization problem (not really OCD) where I want everything to be as clean and fluid and empty as possible. Take my desktop for example: http://hostingbytes.us/images/3/3825175.png But then in the real world I'm way too fucking lazy to do any of that so it keeps me paranoid.
Re: General discussion chat Just like me with depression. When it hit its hardest 2 years ago I didn't know what to do with myself since it wasn't "normal". Resulted in some pretty odd behaviours and things I still regret to this day I disable my desktop since It just gets messy and takes time to load and I rarely use it.
Re: General discussion chat I was 80lbs overweight at one point. I fully understand where you're coming from there. I also wish that my desktop was that clean, it looks like a bomb went off. I still suffer from some really, very steep depression. My grades reflect it entirely. I was on the Honor Roll freshman year of high school, ever since sophomore year, I've struggled to get above a 2.5 GPA. I'm not looking forward to the 24th (or is it the 25th?) of this month. If I hadn't fucked up so badly with the girl who kinda spawned all of this... It'd be a year.
Re: General discussion chat Meh relationships. Those are things I cbf with. I never really cared about school in general so none of my grade reflect it. I actually dropped out of high school because I just cannot sit there and listen to someone talk all day. It's just not my forte
Re: General discussion chat Went to England a few years ago, the sunglasses one is legit. I couldn't find a pair to save my damn life.
Re: General discussion chat Oh yeah, might I add I'm chock full of self-loathing. I can't do shit to save my life. I wish I could make vehicles on this game but of course I can't because I'm so fucking terrible at anything I'm put to.
Re: General discussion chat Well being english I can say its the one thing on that list which isn't legit. Boots, most department stores and tesco all have em.
Re: General discussion chat Mate I felt that way when I was 12 when I tried modeling. I had a 200 poly jetta which resembled a blob of . uh. I don't know. It's taken me 6 years to get to where I am now, and I'm not even competent with proper UV mapping and such. As long as you don't give up you can surely put yourself to something.
Re: General discussion chat It would help a bunch if I were pointed in the right direction and I knew what the hell I was doing.
Re: General discussion chat The wiki is at least there to get you started. http://wiki.beamng.com/Content_Creation One of the best ways to learn is by practice + trial/error. I first started in Rigs of Rods with 8 nodes, a few beams, and a jet engine on it.
Re: General discussion chat I may just try some conversions to get myself started. Maybe plop the Impala SS model from Forza 4 onto the GM or something. I dunno, I don't necessarily know where to get stuff like that. To Google: AWAY!
Re: General discussion chat I have a little depression I guess. It starts from when I get to school, and ends when I get out. I'm currently pulling a 70, 71, 78, 98, 100, 100. It makes me hate people and rage a shit ton. I rage a lot. I don't know why. It's awful. Fucking hate my life when I go in those dreaded doors of death. More positive notes, my mom is liking the old Dell as it is. It will be hers when she moves out, the bitch.
Re: General discussion chat Yeah it's the jbeaming that makes things annoyingly difficult. It is possible, I actually use a plugin for blender so I can see where the hell I'm putting things. It can be easier to make a jbeam and then try to make a model afterwards for new users. Some people have the game running and then modify the jbeam and watch the structure changing in game which takes ages but can be a good way to do it.
Re: General discussion chat It's funny watching people try to unlock my phone with a non-existent keyboard, Yes I use this image as my lock screen. Thought of it at school.
