I think this is the right thing for me to do. http://www.mediafire.com/download/ue4l3d4r2t5nfi3/....zip please help me...
The BeamNG forum, nor the internet (I believe) is the correct place to ask for such help. You will only get trolled and crapped on, hence my and dennis' troll posts (deleted mine as I felt it was right). You need to contact professionals in real life. Therapy, anti-depressants and a sense of want is what I believe you require if you feel such a way. Nothing good will come from asking for help online.
while a forum as this one is not the place. I've been there, troll posts are highly insensitive to the subject.
I feel like I cannot get help from anyone, no matter how professional they may be. I can barely/not at all talk about it to people in a verbal way. I dont want my parents to know about it, since I dont think they'd believe me, no matter how convincing they may think it is. I think talking about it to a wide range of people, wether I know them or not, would help me. One of the main problems I have is just not being able to openly talk about anything with anyone. The forums are a way for me to express my opinion, to be heard. So basically, for me, this is better than any other way of getting help. Talking about it with such a wide range of people is what I think will help me.
Interesting approach. When I was at my worst I would only talk to one person, who helped me through until I got better. It may have taken an entire year but I pulled out of it. All you really have to remember is it gets better, but it may take time.
I lived with some fairly debilitating mental health problems about a year and a half ago, and without going into detail I'll just say that it was probably the worst year of my life. I felt like I couldn't talk to anyone because they would either not believe me/think I was beyond help, and this eventually manifested into me refusing help because I felt like there was nothing anybody could do. Long story short: I ended up being forced to see a professional, and after two weeks my life had completely turned around. Please cover all of your bases; you're not alone and there are people who can help. My whole world outlook changed in the way I least expected it to. I know you've expressed your opinion quite clearly, but from my perspective it seems as though talking to somebody (and potentially having it not go anywhere) would be far, far better than risking whatever the long term consequences of your problem left unaddressed would be. At the very least, these forums are not the place to try to get help (as demonstrated above). If you are deaddrt on using the internet as a sort of therapeutic resource, find a more specialized forum for those with the same problem you have/people equipped to help. I can guarantee that a population there will be far more supportive/sympathetic then anybody on the forum for a driving simulator.
I need some time to just think about what will happen next and what would be best for me to do. I will figure out a solution to this problem. -------------- So, to keep me from having a complete mental breakdown right now, topic switch! Really excited for the 0.4.3.0 update. The Barstow looks like it'l be a really great car to just cruise around on the roads of the new map.
@redrobin I bet you could use a cheap pentium d computer or even better an old amd one for a nas. The only problem i guess would be where to fit the drives. The most expensive thing after that would be the drives. i also have a 1tb nas that is has around 500gb left.
I'll be honest, this is completely out of my realm of knowledge. I looked at some embedded stuff, and the only thing I know about it is it's BGA and mostly Bay-Trail D.
adds mud to map exports terrain height map uses free trail of Photoshop tries to use magic wand tool but it isn't in the tool bar. edit: never mind found it.
Man I hate those finishes! I think JR. would of won if they didn't wreck right of the Green White Checkered and he would then still be in the chase. Or at least it would of been an exiting finish.
Fallout 4 has nearly 200 million possible combinations for power armour. And that's without counting individual part modifications, of which there seem to be a lot. I want this game right now.
